Discerning Fear

Fear is holding me back.

Fear is gripping loads of people, all for our own unique intuitive reasons. But it’s here and it’s not going away.

Yes it can be transcended, and we mustn’t wallow in it or allow it to escalate in our minds with made up stories. But sometimes it just needs to be honoured and heard.

Fear is there to protect us after all.

What are we afraid of? Is it true?

The self enquiry highlights a fear that I personally can’t quite identify.. you know the inner niggle that you just can’t shake? A bit lost. It’s one of those, and I know I’m not alone here.

Whilst my inner girl wants to go out and play, my inner mother advises caution.

Not because of the things we are told about a virus or vaxine. I’m pretty stubborn and non conformist so can honestly say that story is not my full or true reality. I care deeply for humanity and feel my purpose in the world is to support others in being their brightest self, to love, honour and serve. I dedicate very little time to mainstream media.

My fear exists because I sense the energy. Subtle forces way beyond our comprehension. Oppression triggers fear of patriarchy and childhood trauma for all of us, whatever we think we believe or know.

Society small talk, judgement, blame, shame, division, scrutiny. I’m certainly not feeling called to stand in a crowd and be cheerful, entertain and debate. The way I used to be amidst hoards of people, soaking it all up and giving it all out, that’s all dissolved. It’s draining and I'm just not feeling it.

There are though – ‘MY’ people.

THEY are the ones I am drawn to be around.